The Mind of B

The heart of a true love only beats for you The soul of a true love only mates with you The mind and body tends to falter behind you The mind and body tends to distort what we see as reality The tendency to be loved and desired only to fall apart What is it behind the shadows of the unfaithful heart? Or is it the heart that’s just the scapegoat…taking the fall As the mind and body together unravel the work of the heart The mind sends the impulses; the body acts; the heart gets conflicted Time and time again the cycle goes; a tortured soul is born Burned into it; forever tainted with the blood of adultery Are sinister forces at work or is it the act of man? Does the devil lurk around giving the necessary push to act out? Engraved in a man’s soul are the previous failures of control Fighting the urge that was bestowed on us at birth The very testosterone that differs us physically, affects us mentally Natural aggression; Natural urges; Natural failures of

I've come across this bridge before. Why am I more inclined to continue this time? I've sat on this rock before. Why am I still sitting here? I walk. You stop. You walk. I stop. This is all to familiar. That faint sound gets louder. Strange? Maybe. Unfamiliar? Not in the least. It's a quick pace. Starting to feel insanely weird. I don't like it. Listening to it frightens me. That drumming sound full of base. Look left. Look right. Look up. Look down. Straight ahead. Turn around. Something is coming behind me. Shadows of the night. That faint to loud sound gets deafening now. I run to get away from the shadows. There's so many of them. Surrounding me all at once. No where for me to go. No way for me to escape. They stand and look at me. No eyes. No body. Just shadows with a dark aura. I wait. I shake. I pray. Then stop. Apparent to me know. I know these shadows. What do they want? I move, they move. I run, they run. Mimicking me down to

Love is simply tantalizing. I feel it manifesting in me like an alien ready to burst out my chest. I can hear you....you're so far from me. I can see you....you're so sexy. I can feel you.....you're so soft, baby. I can taste you....wow you taste so sweet. This love is so tantalizing. Juicy. Rich. This forbidden fruit has me engulfed in its organic orgasm spinning down through my blood vessels. Just a bite. Just a taste. Just a way for me to embrace the foundation of the lust I have for you and transform it into a love so rewarding. Appreciation. Satisfaction. Damn I'm loving your reaction. No action can compare to the miles of land and air separating our natural attraction. It's not fair. It's not fair. Distance may separate but nothing can keep me from you. We've come a long way. Let me rub your feet. So tired from the journey. I'm here now. You and me. Together at last. Perfection has caught up with our wandering. Our hearts are together

Tomorrow brings uncertainty. Today passes with clarity attached like a document to an email. Tomorrow brings hope. Today brought closure on another day in your life that is getting more complete. Tomorrow will soon be today, today will be yesterday and yesterday would be forgotten. They say to always live your life like today would be your last but you and I both know the way you go about your day will plague you with regrets if your time came. I like to live like there's always a tomorrow. Tomorrow gets me closer to you. Tomorrow gets me closer to fulfillment. To make plans in another month is expecting to be able to fulfill those plans at that time.  If I didn't expect that, I'd make them today. I wouldn't work. I wouldn't sleep. I wouldn't continue to be a law abiding citizen. Self gratification is the key to happiness when tomorrow brings more darkness. The world can end at any moment. It won't be by God's hand as you may think, but by